ohh. i haven't been blogging for this few days. anyway, it's really busy at work this few days as we're going to have a break, which means we'll be closing from 23 till next year so from now, the end-of -year, is the worse part of the year ever. with things rushing and there is stock to take. and this is really the dreadful part. i dread it but still have to do lar. anyway, there are problems in the stocks that they took since yesterday. thank god, i wasn't involve. i did take the stock, but all i did was perfectly fine. haha. (: thank god for his blessing. however, even though it was perfectly fine, i find a little bad lar. maybe i'm too harsh on myself or something lar, but then for the an hour plus, i only did 5 columns. grr! am really sorry to those who did the rest of it lar. i really feel bad. but my superior told me not to be too harsh on myself. i think that's the problem with me and i always take things very personally. so that't the minus point about me. anyway, today wasn't that bad lar. we recount the stocks and things seems fine. hope things will be perfect by tomorrow. anyway, it was raining non-stop for the past few days and it's really getting on my nerves. it's like so heavy that i can hardly get out of house. super irrtating lar, the rain. now, i don't really like raining days although i use to like it. and i love walking in rain cos people won't know if you are crying. why am i suddenly in this rain topic. LOLs! in another few more days and i'll be free from work. yeah! i can't wait for that day to come. hahaha. (: to the rest, enjoy your trip! (:

- when will i have the courage to tell them?