wasted my time and wasted a trip all the way to ngee ann and then the seller told us that we can't take the laptop on the spot. wasted my precious time. anyway, met at 10 and headed to ngee ann laptops exhibition hall. anyway, my trip there is really wasting my effort and time as i have already set my mind on that Fujitsu one already so it's really wasting my time. anyway, after making the order, went to kovan for the school fees thing and then headed to compass point POSB to do the interbank Giro thing. it took me an hour just to get my thumbprint verify. sicko! really waste my time. after that, head home and did nothing much.

argh! nothing much change. he is still the same. i didn't offend him and why must he be like that? does he know that hurts? he is always against me. why? can i have a reason for the way that you're treating me? i am just kidding and you get angry and at times, you can scold or say that i do not know how to differentiate if they are just joking or serious. you too are the same. then do you think you know how to distinguish between joking and being serious? stop saying others when you yourself aren't ain't better! shut up!!! i seriously can't stand it anymore. no school doesn't mean that i'm free and can help you all with all your individual stuff. see, i didn't ask them for help but in the end, they still ask for my help. so why must he say that if i don't ask people to help me when i needed them, no one will need my help too? it's so crap! since when you really helped me? i think it's never. so stop being such a big shot but do nothing!

- shattered into pieces.