it's monday, another start of the week. it has been very hectic this few weeks and i seems to can't take it anymore. i am on the verge of breaking down. and i'm still very sick since the moment i woke up this morning. this is really bad as common test are coming and i can't afford to be sick. gosh! i better recover asap. i think i've seriously tired myself out. shucks! why do other people have enjoyable poly life while mine looks so miserable? ok, i shall not complain anymore. things are not as bad as i thought it will gradually improve. alright, went school super early today and i wasn't feeling tired for any lesson which is a good sign. God is really answering my prayers. yeah! he really speak to me this few days and i'm really thankful for him. the thing i'm elated about today was during my mentor lesson, i wasn't even sleepy not falling asleep in fact, i was very attentive and listening to her. this is great!! i think things are really improving. (: and after school, stay back and did the WP power point slides and then left around 6. i thought i can be home early but seems like all my plan are spoilt for the day. but then never mind, it's okay. learn how to adapt to last minute changes.

he never fails to motivate me everytime at the right moment. i was staying up very late yesterday and he suddenly chatted with me! gosh, it's really shocking can! haha. what he told me had really inspired me and what he promise me half a year ago wasn't broken. he kept his word. yeah! haha. oh, and yesterday, i don't know what happen and as i play my media player and came to this song, no promises, i suddenly had this feeling that is hard to describe here. suddenly it's like i'm back to last year when i'm mugging for my o's. i think everytime i heard this song, i have this feeling. why? there is no link why too! i've been figuring this out but till not, it of no avail. ):

- thank God, for those people around me.