didn't blog for a few days already due to the the mock exams. haiz. it's a.math paper today. i totally screwed the paper lor. i left one whole qns on kinematic which is 10 marks blank. argh!! am so pissed with myself for not having unsufficient preparation. and the worse part which made me feel down was most of them said that it was an easy paper. then after that, was recess. stayed in class to finish up the summary and then after recess was english. did oral practice again. but most of the time we are talking instead of discussing abt the oral lar. haha. ((: then had another 30 mins of extra form teacher's lesson. so it was kind of a free period lar. so the class tend to be a little nosiy and then suddenly, he started to flare up over dunno what stupid reasons and then make up stay back till 2. wth lar. waste our time. how unreasonable can he get. he started asking a few that is involve to stand and then asked them what happen and when people told him, he dun believe so if we got no rights to say anything what for waste your saliva to asked?? although i dun really noe what happen, but i tink they are just playing some staring game lar for the boys and some of the girls are just talking abt silvia's oral thing and then i think it's due to the way they imitate that's why they were laughing and then mainly he's also too sensitive lar. that's why and then he started scolding. * to know more info, refer to other blog* but i really admire wat HJ did lar. i salute her. she just have the guts to talk out with him when everyone just kept quiet and said nothing, HJ just say whatever she wants to him. great lar! and so everyone only went back at 2. super pissed off man!! and he still scolded HJ for being stupid. oh pls lar, in a student point of view, about 99.9999% of us think that what HJ said is really right lor.

he chatted with me again. and of course he's the one initiated the conversation. ((: he was like asking me how's mock exams and i just go haiz. and then immediately, he replied cheer up! of course i sob over it when i'm at home. but that lasted for like less than 10 mins because his encouragements really cheer me up and what he said really motivate me. sometimes it's true that i'm strong on the outside but actually i'm very fragile in the inside. am going to prove everyone wrong in whatever they say about me. am not going to let history repeats itself.

- sick and tired of everything.