had bio mock today. expected not to do well. as usual, i'm going to flunk that exam. how?! i suppose to do well for this paper. am i under too much stress? i'm suppose to prove them wrong that i can do it. but it seems like... anyway, after the paper, we had recess and there was no lesson till 12 and was accounts. miss ong went through the final topic for the syllabus and let us do our own things. and hope that the thing we're planning is going to work out. then was math. get back our e.math paper 2 mock exam paper. i get 86!!!! it's a wow lar. but if compare, this paper is much easier than mid-year. tsk tsk. and out of dunno what reason, mr oei suddenly said that cass, ping and i had 100 hours of CIP and started asking what we did. haha. and mr wee told mr oei that my hours is the most in the class so he started asking what we did and said the three of us stayed in old folks home issit. wth. what does he means by that? ok, we'll try to visit u when u get into 1 old folk home k?? (by that time, is go willingly without CIP hours). and then there is no english rememdial today so went to the canteen to wait for cass to finish her lunch then we (cass, ping, and i) head to hougang mall. hope she'll like it. ((: while waiting for cass to finish her lunch, i was so super pissed off lar. it's all about SL. i'm also seeing that u guys have no teachers to help u, i'm putting extra effort to help u guys and this is what i get in return. i help u guys to do the notice on the notice board and then u all didn't even said a thanks, it's ok and when i ask u guys to ask miss chinniah to make announcement u all didn't and u expect the leaders to go look at the notice board by themselves. pls lar, u got to think which school u're in before u start talking lar. people from our schools just need reminders without reminders, they simply wont do it and when i ask u all did u all, did u all call the 40 of them u said no. and i asked, so how are they suppose to know where to meet and everything they said it's updated on the board. of course i know it's updated on the board cos i am the one that update it. and everything that u guys send me is a piece of SHIT!! i got to redo everything for u all. and u still have the guts to tell me that if they didn't check the board, they are not fit to be in Student Leader. now, as a senior, i'm telling u that by not taking your initiative to do things, u are not fit to be a member of the committee in SL. it's a disgrace!! u can say that i'm mean or straigh forward. say whatever u guys want cos i'm not going to care already. if u guys get into any sorts of trouble, i'm not going to 'bail' u out or anything. i'm just going to leave u guys in the lurch(sp??). anyway, most of u think that i'm being so extra since i stepped down alr why am i still being so involve by helping u guys. ok, if u guys do not need my help, i will not appear in front of u guys. just three words to u all: ALL THE BEST!!! was super super pissed off lar. speaking of which, i am still very angry now!! after this stupid arguement which made me very angry, we went hougang mall and then bought feng's present and then had a very late lunch. and then i came home.

he chatted with me again. told him something happen to SL and i said i dunno how to tell him then he was trying to be funny by asking me to write a 1000 words essay about the situation of SL. and i told him my e.math paper 2 results and he said good job. other than that, he still gave me 86 exclamation mark. haha. he's just trying to be funny with me. tsk tsk. i mean it's really nice chatting with him lar when he encourage me when i'm really down and he will always make me smile at the end. at least i'm not sulking lar. thanks to him and i'm not that pissed off lar. other than him, thanks to banana, papaya and kath too. they really made my day! thanks, people. oh, and he even commented about my display pic. haha. he kept saying that my dog look like a monster. haha. then i disturbed him abt his display pic too. tsk tsk. kind of bo liao lar, the two of us.

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