hmm. was unreluctant to wake up in the morning till i have to pull myself up of bed. boohoo!! anyway, woke up and then head to guides house and then met azhar. but still i was late. sorry to keep you waiting. *bleah!* after i get my YA t-shirt, i walked all the way to bishan park. i just can't believe it that i walked there instead of taking a bus. haha. anyway, went around bishan park and manage to get something out of it. my ideas sounded rather stupid but still efforts are put in. finally i understand how difficult it was to plan this kind of things. argh! ok, i shall not complain so much and just plan for them since we did enjoy ourselves so much last year, i think we should give the juniors the same amount of fun too! (: anyway, by lunch time, we went back to j8 for lunch. i was surprised when i saw a message. i was about to message that person regarding the same issue and i received a message from that person. haha. (: after lunch, he went home and i headed to the library. i stayed there till 4 plus and headed off to RC. cg was rather exciting every week. haha. anyway, cg didn't end on time and it was dragged till 8.
after thinking over so many things over the past few days, i realise our friendship are not that close anymore, you prefer the other person and when i'm around, you all just treated as if i'm invisible. if that's the case, since you people doesn't need me anymore and find me irritating and are keeping things to yourself, i find there is no point in me putting that much effort anymore. thanks to you people who actually set me thinking through this. if you think i'm just a parasite that do nothing, it's fine with me, just come straight and tell me off, don't have to put an act in front of me to be nice to me but when i left, you people start gossiping about me. there is no point in gossiping!
i seriously don't think there is a need of you so don't act as though you are that much needed. you're of not much help. with you or without you, it's still the same. so stop trying to act in front of anybody, please. just be your own self and i think it will be alright. i think you seriously need some people to remind you about this and if you don't change, i'm sorry, no one out there can help you other than you and yourself. people might be just faking a smile in front of you just to cover everything up but still they are fake smile. don't be too naive anymore. what's the big deal if you know something which i don't? furthermore, the things that you know that well are things that i'm not interested at. just stop imitating anything that i said or rather repeat every point i said. it's still my point, my idea so no matter how many times you repeat them, it's still my ideas and not yours. moreover, i don't need a parrot. thanks for being one though.
alright, enough of everything. my post here on the last 2 paragraphs seems very vague. ok. it's to set my reader's guessing. haha. but still, just give up and don't ask me anything about it. thanks. if you think i'm talking about you, just get your ass out and never come back again and don't do anything to my blog. thanks. ok, i'm just venting my anger since it's my blog and it's none of your business what i blabber here! please leave if you can't take the blow.
after thinking over so many things over the past few days, i realise our friendship are not that close anymore, you prefer the other person and when i'm around, you all just treated as if i'm invisible. if that's the case, since you people doesn't need me anymore and find me irritating and are keeping things to yourself, i find there is no point in me putting that much effort anymore. thanks to you people who actually set me thinking through this. if you think i'm just a parasite that do nothing, it's fine with me, just come straight and tell me off, don't have to put an act in front of me to be nice to me but when i left, you people start gossiping about me. there is no point in gossiping!
i seriously don't think there is a need of you so don't act as though you are that much needed. you're of not much help. with you or without you, it's still the same. so stop trying to act in front of anybody, please. just be your own self and i think it will be alright. i think you seriously need some people to remind you about this and if you don't change, i'm sorry, no one out there can help you other than you and yourself. people might be just faking a smile in front of you just to cover everything up but still they are fake smile. don't be too naive anymore. what's the big deal if you know something which i don't? furthermore, the things that you know that well are things that i'm not interested at. just stop imitating anything that i said or rather repeat every point i said. it's still my point, my idea so no matter how many times you repeat them, it's still my ideas and not yours. moreover, i don't need a parrot. thanks for being one though.
alright, enough of everything. my post here on the last 2 paragraphs seems very vague. ok. it's to set my reader's guessing. haha. but still, just give up and don't ask me anything about it. thanks. if you think i'm talking about you, just get your ass out and never come back again and don't do anything to my blog. thanks. ok, i'm just venting my anger since it's my blog and it's none of your business what i blabber here! please leave if you can't take the blow.
- i'm kind of blessed.
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