hmm. woke up at 9 plus and get everthing done and started watching tv and was too sleepy so fall back to my dreamland. was super pissed too. the screw of my spectacles came off and it drop into the sink and it was no way i could retrieve it. anyway, after i finally woke up at 11 plus, i decided to go compass point to get it fixed. so went there, get it fixed and then get lunch and back home. reach home, eat and did QT and then head out to meet jun. met her and went back sgs to discuss the retreat. reach school around 3 and we waited for azhar and mr yap to come and then we start discussing. i might had just flare up half way through the meeting and he was kind of staring at me, so i think he guess it but the "main character" might not know it. then too bad lar. i'm not going to reveal too much. but what the "main character" says really pissed me off one way or another. he just talk without even going through his brain. this is so irritating. i can't stand it any longer. i'm going to explode anytime. anyway, the whole meeting is quite fruitful as most of the things are done except the important highlight for the retreat. anyway, we'll be meeting like real soon to discuss it. anyway, thanks for being understanding and they agree to meet on monday knowing that i'm going guides house on monday. so after everything was settled, we leave the place around like 5 plus 6 and jun and i took 109 home. (: thanks jun, for lending me your listening ears. it made me feel much better after it. thanks. sorry if i made you feel emo or anything but still, i really thank you for being there. (: i shall not take things too personally or think too much. i shall learn to move on and not think too much about it. get dinner and went home.

grrr! wasn't in a really good mood the whole day mainly because of what happen during the meeting and they must made it worse. ok, partly is my fault too but all i need is just an encouraging sentence from you guys and i'm ok. asking for suggestion won't kill too and it's like just a simple "yes" or "no" from you guys it's fine. but still, you guys have to tell me whole loads of stuff and make things complicated and worse. argh! i sounded so emo nowadays. hey, don't mope over trival things like this. it's time to move on.

Happy Birthday, Kathleen!

-why am i putting in so much effort when you all don't appreciate? pointless.