hmm. i really tired now so i'm going to keep this simple and short. (: woke up at 9 plus, get ready and head to town. reach there super early. was suppose to meet eileen for shepard-ing at 11 and i reached there quite early and ended up waiting for her. went tcc and after that, went for service. after service, went for lunch and then for meeting. left around 6 and headed to plaza singapura - cafe cartel. after which, we celebrated someone's birthday and everything ended quite late. reach home 10 plus and then start typing the retreat things and here i am blogging. haha. that's about it. nothing really special happen to me. why is dad so nice to me suddenly? i don't need that kind of "love" he is giving me for i know he have maybe one or more motives behind it. who knows? haha. first he bought grapes for me cos he bought it last week and i said it was nice and i wanted somemore and he went to buy it today and when i reach home, he still kind of joke with me saying that did i ate the grapes that he bought last week? how come there is still another box in the refreigerator. haha. that was cute lar. but i'm just so not used to it. i mean, not like i have a very bad relationship with my family or what but then it's like we don't really treat each other like this before. ok, maybe it is some hint that God give. who knows? haha. and it was around 11 plus going to 12 already (obviously it's 12 plus going to 1 now) and he was like saying "hey, it's late faster go and bathe." that kind of things. i mean i used to always bathe very late and he won't bother about me and today he was like telling me to faster go bathe as it's getting late and stuff like that. argh! i can't believe it lar. it's not his normal self. i seriously think he has some motive behind it. opps! not suppose to find it that way but still it's just giving me a weid feeling.

- it's really weird and no matter what, i'm not going to give up.